Apple seeds average around 0.6mg hydrogen cyanide (HCN) per gram of dry seed. Since the lethal dose of HCN is estimated to be around 50mg, you will need around 85 grams of dry seeds. This is around half a cup... it requires a lot of apples.
However:
1. Plants are variable; eat enough - at least 3 times the minimum dose; Cyanide is not a drug on which to skimp, since it can cause brain damage in sublethal doses.
2. The HCN must be liberated from the sugar it's chemically attached to. This occurs when the moistened seed is crushed, releasing an enzyme, emulsin, which does the job. You need to crush and eat the seeds fairly quickly, both to avoid evapouration of cyanide from the crushed seeds and so as not to lose consciousness before ingesting a lethal dose. A blender or a coffee grinder would be a good way to break up the seeds.
3. Effects are fastest if the stomach is empty and gastric acidity high. With minimally lethal doses, death may take up to an hour.
4. Some claim death by cyanide is painless and quick, others that it is painful and quick. Cyanide is commonly used by suicidal chemists but rarely by suicidal physicians.
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«Oldest ‹Older 201 – 400 of 519 Newer› Newest»You guys sure put alot of thought in your suicides i might try a couple ill message you back if there affective the apple idea sounds ok anyway you guys are hilarious
alchol and pills usually don't work, you vomit, pass out aned still are alive with more grief
I hope you succeed with your attempt,kitten killer, hope that kitten fucks your probably ugly face up, scratches your eyeballs out and you die a long slow misearble. Death, YOU ARE ONE SICK FUCK
Kitten Killer good luck, hope you suceed. Hope a kitten scratches your eyeballs out and shits all over you, and witnesses your death. YOUR A SICK FUCK
I will definitely try this method by putting the seeds in a blender with some water. I'm going to collect as many as 5 - 7 cups of seeds, as it seems to me that the more you got the better it should work. I'm in late 20's average weight.
*** IF IT DOESN'T WORK, I will reply here by AUGUST 30, 2014 with a description of what happened with the name "Richard."
If you don't hear from me afterwards, good luck to all of you -- you'll understand what happened.
So I have tried unisom 20, ,30,39 at a time with a glass of wine for five weekends now still alive. I have 4 college degrees, a good job, I believe in intelligent design, but this world is full of horrible people so suicidal thoughts must be kept most secretly because telling just makes things worst they will take you prisonor in a strategist in a padded room they will take your freedom Bill you $100,0000 or more duck up your credit and career
Don't be a piece of shit.
Fuck this loser grab a gun and kill yourself DIE DIE DIE
hello everyone i have 95% pure potesium cyanide if anyone want contact me on ratan0700@gmail.com
I once tried sticking a stick up my butt but i didnt die.... any help here would be great. Something involving grease maybe...?
I tried to kill myself by sticking a stick really far up my butt, but nothing happened! any suggestion for someone to off oneself that involves grease.
Are you out of your mind? OK tell me this. If God sent his only son (John 3:16) to die on a cross for everyone because he loves us that much.....then why in the world would he turn around and say if you don't believe then I'mgoing to banish you to a place of torture and sseparate you from me for eternity? This is craziness ! I don't love perfectly and I could never imagine doing this to one of my children and you claim your God has perfect love but that he would put someone in hell? You my friend have believed and conformed and the organization controls you. This is a complete contradiction of love and you are living in a box! Thereis a God and iit's called source and you are apart of its collective consciousness. ...In fact we all are.....and guess what? There is no hell! It doesn't exist and never has....just their way to get you to follow a set of rules for their greater benefit.
I came to this site because I really wanted to know how many apple seeds it would take to kill myself. I thought it would be easier than the Oleander leaves I have dried and put into capsules or the insulin I have and can over dose on. But it looks like I would need a boat load of apple seeds in order to get he job done. I think I'll just stick to the other things I have planned for now.
I tried one time with my grandmothers vicodin and other pain pills she had. I died but my parents found me and called 911 and they brought me back. I won't use pills again there's a chance they won't work. Gonna have to get a gun becaus apple seeds aren't gonna work. I heard that nectarine or peach pits if ground up have enough cyanide in them to kill a person.
Thank you!!! I can't even read these sob stories cause I can't relate that much. I have a great life I'm just over it, feel like I've done all I need to do here and just want to be done!
OK, I keep hearing about how bad apple seeds taste. I saved them forever, removed the yard outer coating, then ground them. The powder tastes so good. Almost like almonds. Still need to get a little bit more.
OMG. That was the best laugh we had had for a very long time.Thankyou all....dead or still surviving
Blender and pestle worked quite well to make it easily edible. I tried it on a mouse and it died in only 2 minutes. It takes too many seeds to kill a person, but I would recommend it against vermin.
Touché *
It worked for me I'm dead.
(But seriously how do you expect people to confirm that it works?)
All the people who do not understand what it is like to lose your will to live.. to want to die more than anything else in the world, should shut the hell up.
At some point, it isnt enough to try to live for someone else. There is no kind of help available in this world to ever make this go away. I have tried.. for years.
so stop trying to tel me to get help. Stop telling me how "my loved ones" would feel if I died. Stop with all the self righteous bullshit. You have no idea what you are talking about or how it feels to be in this place.
Foreal, I must say chronic is one of lifes beautiful gifts, not to be confused with narcotics like heroin and pills of which I abused and shot for years and can say from experience half of these people saying they want to kill themselfs are probably having substance abuse problems and see no way out which is a growing problem of epedemic proportions
No brainer right? Seems like these people thinking differently are under the impression it is hard to get a gun which it obviously is not they sell them in stores and on city streets where the most black males congregate
This has proven to be an inspirational blog. I personally view suicide as my existential destiny at some point in life. It's nice to see other people who are nonchalant about it as well. I have considered plant poisoning as a means to go.
LOL. Some of the comments here are really funny. Apples are sweet and belong in pies. They remind one of Grandma -- not a way I'd want to leave this world, but that's just me.
In regards to finding a way to depart (with the least pain and mess), I have researched --
The best way to go is to do the following...
(1) Go to your hardware store and get a flexible pipe or hose that will fit over your car tailpipe
(2) Feed it into your mostly closed window, and use duct tape or something to close off the openings
(3)Get some sleep-inducing medication either a prescription benzodiapine or several Benadryl and some alcohol and get yourself to the point of passing out
(4) Next,driver start your engine; as you fall asleep, the carbon monoxide will build up and before you wake, and you'll be gone, quickly and easily (I think)
No mess. No worries. However, I will say that if you are in a place to commit suicide, you may be a decent person (decent folks may find it hard to deal with this world). We need more decent people around, but if things are just too bad and you need to leave -- I would rather see you leave without pain -- please, just don't do violence to others in the process. Regards.
CORRECTION - I just left the prior comment about suicide by carbon monoxide (with sedatives). Apparently catalytic converters have lessened the carbon monoxide output -- you would need to use an older model vehicle, 1975 or earlier, or a portable generator to get the necessary carbon monoxide
Where's all the suicide cults gone? I wish I could of just tagged along to the Jones Town gig.
Pls ppl before you consider committing suicide just have a think about what your purpose is in life. Before you let prejudice enter your mind or negativity check out the religion of Islam. Just try it. Why not ur at your lowest point anyway. You have nothing to lose. Talk to ppl just open up again y not u don't want to be alive. See if you don't find something to live for. See if your life doesn't change when you sincerely open your heart and mind to another way of Life. Look at YouTube there's a programme called The Deen Show it's presented by a convert pretty light hearted. Give it a try plsss. Before u try to kill yourself just do that 1 thing.
And another thing y just kill yourself when instead you could die doing something good. Like go and help poor ppl in other countries that r dying or in war zones or deep poverty and disease ridden areas. At least u would die like a hero. It would be nice if u were muslim when u die like I said what's the worst that would happen. You would die in a true religion and everyone would mourn u instead of thinking what a waste! And you would go to heaven which is peace which is what u all want anyway.
So go on give it a try. Become a Muslim and go work in a poor/disease ridden/ war zone country. Just try n see if u don't thank me for giving it a try. Just give up whatever your doing in ur life. Your job, your car etc and just go n do it.
Christians are hypocrites and evil. A guy born into a religion that says 'don't commit sexual immorality' and guess what? He goes off and fornicates- and even sicker- just like the world does , then he swings around and judges everyone around him- when he is actually WORSE.
I can't stand sexually immoral pigs and I can PROMISE you'll never ever meet a good christian. I never have, not a single one and I was there 5 years standing with people who are DISGUSTING and smug hypocrites on top of that.
Then I finally found a virgin, chaste man, someone full of honour and attractive in every way, decisive, incredible. I was at 25 and those christians said it was impossible to find a man who was faithful ahead of time- as I have been and deserve in return
Christians convinced me that the world, by example and by constant negativity was full of the sexually immoral and filthy and not a single one who believes in things of higher value
why on earth would anyone sane want a god that loves your filth and then your nastiness now? that not no god at all. Wow you represent him perfectly
as for me, I was stocking up on apple seeds, since it was quiet and calm, where I could just keep what was left after eating my daily fruit.
But then I met the most incredible, honourable and gorgeous man and am glad that i was half hearted.
I've been through a moment where i was possessed with the need to just 'get out of here'- out of life.
It DOES pass but it is intense and extremely hard to 'power through'
There is no way that is cowardice; if anything is craven it would be the one who claimed love but then didn't even notice that someone in the next room has killed themselves... people need to be educated about things
empathy is apart of one of the intelligence quotients that are necessary in order to claim 'intelligence'.
my junk filled email is solace024@hotmail.com if anyone wants to talk to someone. I live in australia, so it's probably more convenient in the middle of the night.
What people say and do represents themselves and their self worth. They weren't above being cruel to those who find life unbearable on here.
But to those who were swearing and being nasty in return, that is also not becoming, but as it is reflective of you and no one else, then do as you wish... as you, everyone else will anyway. As I have posting this tirade.
I'll do you a tarot reading.
Love and hugs.
actually what is REALLY cowardly is hiding behind a computer screen, being nasty, paying other people out, criticising, condemning, judging- being filthy, swearing and playing the hypocrite
You know what would be BRAVE?
Fixing yourself first before you go around giving advice and trying to straighten out everyone else.
as the bible says 'a blind one leading a blind one? they'll BOTH end up in a ditch'
Christians especially are sexually immoral pigs, and you want to instruct strangers on how to live, on morality, on what is right and proper?
It's not heaven you are going to, but a place where you can wallow in your rancid filth forever.
There are plenty of people who are honourable and do the right thing.
Just I've never ever met that in the christian world, or any other major religion neither, they all yuck and hypocritical.
But I'd doubt to believe in any absolute, of any people of any age.
But there are plenty of good men and women in the world. Just that the bad ones are loud and filthy mouthed, loving attention and constantly going on about themselves and how great and right living they are. So it's no wonder that I couldn't see any positives about the human race and felt alone
- but it isn't true in the end. Wow, that was the good religion did for me. left me totally faithless because I wouldn't do the disgusting things they do as routine. liars.
Exit bag. Wiki it, and you're welcome.
because when u r ready to leave this bs behind, you don't care what these gene vehicles have to day about it. good luck.
Heroin. Try steal it too you might get murdered in the process or you'll get away and have a killer time...
Don't do it, God loves you.
https://www.leadingtheway.org/web/guest/about-us/the-way-of-salvation
That would be me. :) i was revising chemistry on respiratory inhibitors, one of them was Cyanide so I went browsing through the net to get more info on that..and guess what! I got here! Don't you think that God let this happen on purpose? But this site, I'm intrigue with the number of people wanting to end their lives. Interesting. There's so much to life! Have I answered your question? I guess I did.
Right to live then there should be right to die.
There is not enough solution for my death on internet.
But this seems good enough to look at.
ThanK you
But i need more solution
easy quick and painless
Putting the barrel of a gun to your temple would be an easy way, if you were sure you wouldn't end up still alive and fucking brain dead. Now, how embarrassing would that be. Not all methods of suicide are reliable.
crush the seeds
I'm sorry, but you guys are dumbasses. You would experiment with your own life for an internet blog teaching you how to commit suicide? In my opinion, life is too valuable to gamble on.
hi, im lonely and tried this, not only were the apples super expensive, but it didn't work. Bought a razor now though so :)
Bought Fucking seedless apples didn't I. FFS
also i need to buy a Christmas jumper, does anyone know somewhere nice. just to cheer me up a bit.
there are apple seeds everywhere. help me
Hey guys,
Richard here, posted a while back in April 14.
still alive, so maybe it was the water, i dunno. i'll try again next summer.
Oh well, FML
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Hey iv tried this and its realy lethal.i hd to go to to the doc.but ther is something rong here.u need a full cup or a little less to kill ur self.so, its my last day on earth .bye veronica
I'm a 25 year old with Asperger's, not a teenage drama queen for starters. My life has been hell despite having internet access on my cell phone. I've almost successfully killed myself, my abusive husband just happened to get off of work earlier than usual and untie me, just in time to rape me and make me feel like even more of a piece of shit. I was abandoned by my family when I was 12 to foster care and never got adopted, and now I still have no support system beyond my abusive husband. I went to a domestic violence shelter once, but they, like most people, didn't understand me nor did I pick up on the rules and what I was supposed to be doing at any given moment. Don't tell me the next 60 something years of isolation and physical pain from an overloaded sensory system along with PTSD from severe abuse as a child and now being unemployed chronically and denied again and again for SSDI, living in weekly apartments trying to get by on $1200 per month to support 5 people and dealing with the needs of two Autistic children with a form of Autism yourself while being constantly verbally and sexually abused by your husband and him controlling all of the finances knowing you have nowhere to turn to get away from him.. Because nothing is worth the pain, isolation, anxiety, and overall stress that has been my life from the time I was 4 years old as a child of two drug addicts and a borderline mother with Munchausen Syndrome, misdiagnosed bipolar when I was really Autistic and shuffled through drug houses, relatives, treatment facilities and foster homes until I aged out at 18 and ended up on the streets. Tell me God cares again! Tell me that this is worth living through so I can one day get old, slowly lose my bodily functions, likely die alone and in some sort of arthritic/ joint or muscle related state of pain along with whatever cancer, heart, or pulmonary condition that eventually takes me out of this world. Or I could save myself the emotional, financial, physical, and social isolation pain now and end it all. The reason I'm researching online? To make sure this time I get it right!
Yep fuck god right in the arse never helped when I needed so fuck him twice no thrice
Watertown, NY -- A man committed suicide by popping a pill in the Watertown courthouse after a jury convicted him of sexually abusing a 12-year-old girl, his lawyer said.
Jon K. Massey, 52, of Watertown, had just been found guilty Feb. 28 of four sex-related felonies and could have faced more than 50 years in prison, his lawyer, Salvatore Piemonte, said today.
Piemonte, of Camillus, said he had turned his attention to hear the jury's verdict when his client apparently swallowed the pill. The jury had already found Massey guilty, but Piemonte asked the judge to "poll" the jury, or ask each of the jurors individually of their decision.
As that was going on, Massey apparently swallowed the pill, Piemonte said.
Nothing seemed immediately wrong.
Piemonte stayed with his client for about five minutes as the courtroom cleared out.
"I asked him if he had anything he shouldn't have," Piemonte recalled. "He asked for cash for the commissary." The lawyer also asked the judge about getting Massey some medication he needed.
Then Massey was taken into custody and Piemonte left for his motel.
But while leaving the courtroom, Massey collapsed. He was passing through a secure doorway, called a sally port, Piemonte heard later.
A North Country news reporter called Piemonte with the news. Authorities estimated Massey collapsed about a half-hour after the verdict.
Massey told deputies he had taken a cyanide pill before he fell into a coma.
Two days later, Massey died at a Watertown hospital, Piemonte said. It was not clear exactly what was in the seemingly homemade pill.
Massey had been convicted of two counts each of first-degree criminal sexual act and second-degree course of sexual conduct against a child.
Apparently this guy had help from some Nazi.
.. Smilez@die.. I'm still here till tomorrow
Why don't you try not to eat or drink until death, this is easy way and no pain... you might certainly facing depression, during depression definitely you may not be willing to eat and keep your self healthy.
life is precious let us not kill it by our self, rather let it die by itself without branding it a suicide, die peacefully spending the time in the place you like doing the activity you like, if you like to pray god, pray and ask for good life next time.
Bell end
Clearly
Any of you ever try to make ricin. It comes from the castor bean and is an incurable poison. History has proven it works, and the beans can be purchased online cheap. Might be worth looking into.
Whenever you put someone else in charge of your happiness well that's when you fucked up.
She killed herdelf eventually
I jumped out of an airplane, eating an apple, landed on an apple seed factory, survived, now I am doing 2 years in prison for trespassing...
Relax! What's the rush? Take some time to figure it all out. Camus wrote that suicide was the only real philosophical problem in his book THe Myth of Sisyphus. Read it, it's all about suicide; considered from a logical perspective, Camus writes that "the point is to live". At least, like Arthur Rimbaud, "live for the moment to rebel against death". Also try Friedrich Nietzsche--he writes life affirming and self-empowering philsophy, and on the way tells you much about the world, creativity, love, courage, and genius. If you've got nothing to lose, become a genius.
" Please god please tell me! I've seriously destroyed my life beyond repair i have no prospects, no friends, debt i will never escape! All that i need is just a quick painless death. Like going to sleep. Is that so much to ask..? "
The trend is to say "Get help dude. YOu're just ***#*(#^#^ up in the head and need help. YOu're so low you can't put your pants on. All you need is some happy pills and you'll be all ready to take on life again. If I had knew who you were, I'd dial 911 and have you in a hospital bed."
I've liked life. I like life. IF I had could find a good exit, I'd leave behind a positive message. I want people to live fully. And yet on the same coin if I leave this world voluntarily, I don't want those left behind to worry about it. Just because someone clocks out, or otherwise leaves on their own accord, doesn't mean they don't or didn't have an optimistic outlook. People on here seem to either see suicide as fine and dandy or as detestable or a waste. The way I see it's, do everything you can to live fully and support yourself, but if you really really want to leave, do so. Just keep others in mind and try to make your exit as pleasant as possible for them. Let them know you love them before you go. Leave a letter if you have to. But don't let others tell you you can't leave.
I don't care! I'm just ready to do this shit!!!!
Never was meant for all this any way. I would give my life to be stroked on the head looked in the eyes to be kept and not kept for a while to have a place I truly belong and its not here it wasn't there maybe this where peace is or maybe Its the biggest mistake maybe if I'm gone all will be better for all I love.
I like it! This man is just like me (people don't need to be crazy to want to die) in fact I find it a completely normal scenario some people are selfish for stoping a sane suicidal person......it's simple some of us are happy in our emptiness and blackness.....I'm happiest when i sleep and have no thoughts or dreams what so ever
Shotgun to the dick
Sooo much BS in this article. It isn't HCN it is SCN and essential to make Thiocyanate which is stored in your liver for your Immune System to use to kill bacteria, molds,fungii and viruses.
Read the Wiki on Hypothiocyanate!
lol
Dear all.
I'm currently in a very 3rd world country. And because I've messed up big time with my decisions in life. I just wana go away now. This low level way could work I suppose. But it as to be triple dose and the seeds need to be blended. If dudes can reverse the causes of your final decision, try do it. I cant. Beyond that it is legitimate to decide when to go, provided that u dont have any kids to raise.
ive tried killing myself 3 times now , drowning = guy jumped in and saved me, crashing my car into a wall = was thrown from driver seat with minor injuries, drowning police stopped me before i could jump in, need a fast effective way to end all this pain and suffering ?
Hahaha i love these replies you guys are awesome! Its our life and i dont need to live for others happiness thats all ive done my whole life and im sick of it. I want my happiness and thats at the end of my life.
I just wish i could turn back time. Im sorry.
i m going to kill my self bcose in this selfish world no body can feel others pain every rich person just enjoying their life and poor going die.All charity donation organization just help on big projects just for get high rat goodwill and ranking they dnt help poor individual for reward from God they want show there charity work to the world as brand.
i get big loss in business and i loss my everything. i hv just some money for some days food after i ll comitt suicide. peoples who give me loan want to arrest me soon i dnt wana go to jail thats why b4 police arrest me i ll shoot my selfe.
i have no way for survive and no hv money for pay my little loan. realy by God i dnt wana do suicide but no way hv to survive i ll shoot my self please pray for me God forgive me no send me in hell . thanks .. khuram008@yahoo.com
Is anyone dead yet?! ;)
I've heard that if u take a big enough dose of heroin or weed (purely pure) u can for from that
To whoever wrote:
"Really, people, why the thoughts? No problem will ever vanish. They'll just b added 2 ur afterlife. Don't u noe u'll b going 2 Hell; where Satan will b waiting 4 u. BTW, u'll b doing ur act of death 4 all eternity. U'll b repeating the process over & again. U like that scenery? I don't. I tough it out. Why not put 2 practice the saying "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade."
FIRST OFF Have you experienced every single problem that everyone else has ever endured and therefore everyone can tough it out? You have know clue what someone else is going through and instead of saying "i am sorry you are in a bad place and I'm here if you ever want to talk let me know" you spout out some ridiculous ideology? WERE in the Bible does it say that someone who commits suicide will go to hell? Is suicide a sin?? I'm pretty sure Christ covers all sin..past, present, an future!! Christians commit suicide too. Your version of Hell is way off my friend! You many want to look at what hell is .. and did you know Hell gives up "her" dead. Hell is NOT eternal.. in the original language it is age to age (a set time..some with a few stripes, some with more. Instead of judging and making ridiculous comments why don't you learn to love and not condemn...since there is only one who has the power to condemn and it isn't you!
Hey, I already collected a cup of apple seeds and put in a blender then add some water then drained it up. Drank everything then it taste bitter and the bitterness last so the remaining seeds were a waste because I decided that i can't do this because everytime I force myself to eat the remaining seeds I would throw up so I failed and wasted a lot of money. So I decided the easiest to go is just wait til I'm on the right age to buy myself a gun. I just want to let you know that this is impossible if you are the kind of person who is weak like me to eat everything in one sitting just because it's bitterness just make you throw up..............
If anyone out there who has some crazy ideas to die without suffering in a easiest time possible, It would be kind of you to share your Ideas to us in the comment section? Please help us to end this suffering once and for all. Thank you.
My guess is you people do believe in some other form of religion other than Christianity. I'm a Wiccan and I do believe in reincarnation but I also believe in "And ye harm none, do as ye will" May Father God and Mother Goddess bless all of you. Please don't do something u may regret!!!!!
I bet your beautiful and I'm not being sarcastic. I'm so sorry for the unfortunate life you have had�� May you be loved. BLESSED BE sweetheart
i hope this works I hate m life nothing ever works out I cant even keep the one person whome I love and cherish I pushed them to fare with my bullshit im sorry if this works thank you if it doesn't its not going to be an open casket
my weight is 52 kgs. i want to attempt the suicide but it do not effect me much. normal is enough. and doctors will not admit us immediately.
will u plz tell the procedure to the doctor. and dosage also suggest me...
You dont put a bullet thru your temple...either...thats some hollywood bs...that just takes out both eye sockets from the back. Making you blind and rearranging your facial features. Now you also have that to deal with as well as the first problems.
I wish I could say i could help but I am reading about cyanide at 2am haha. And I do beleive in God and that Jesus really is who He says He is. But the devil is a wanker that since we beleived his lies we became by choice under his rule. We have the fruit of his seed of death in us. Its like voting for a president by listening to him. Once he is in power your stuck with it for a time. Vote for Jesus and you will gain eternal life in a place that makes this earth look like a dumpster with the lids closed while inside it. Lol
I've accidentally overdosed on Heroin (Basically Morphine) 3 times and had to be brought back to life by paramedics. It was intensely peaceful and you won't feel a thing apart from a super euphoric high for an amount of time before you brain blacks out. You die from your heart stopping and the inability to breathe. You do not need to know how to inject drugs either, I have never touched a needle and I overdosed first time from getting drunk then sniffing a small amount of Heroin (£10 worth). Second time I'd been taking Valium then sniffed Heroin and smoked some. Third time I popped 2mg Xanax and smoked 20 pounds worth of Heroin.
If you seriously want a flawless peaceful method to die, get hold of some Benzos, Alcohol and strong Opiates (preferably Heroin as it's cheaper, generally stronger and easier to ingest than pharmaceutical pills) and combine them together. By just taking a moderate dose of Benzos or getting a bit drunk would be enough for a few bags of Heroin with no tolerance ingested at once to totally wipe you out. All you'd need to be careful of is being found before the job was done as paramedics know the signs of an Opiate overdose and will bring you out of it instantly with IV Naloxone.
No matter where you live Heroin is pretty easy to come by, pretty much any homeless person would happily help you if you gave them a bit of money or drugs after. Also everywhere has needle exchanges, another place you will always find Heroin junkies willing to help you out.
One last problem is if you were to sample Heroin before you attempted suicide you'd probably change your mind and start chasing that dragon of nirvana and shangri la instead of wishing death upon yourself.
Personally I'd advise not to do it at all, go make the changes you want to see in your life, it doesn't take too much to find some hope in life, but when you're hopeless you fail to see any hope. Good luck trudging through the darkness people.
god told me its best to kill myself. satan wants me to stay alive so i can stay in hell with yall. god has done nothing but show me reasons to leave life. i hate my parents for fucking thus creating me. a mother who cheated on her husband with a pizza delivery man and giving birth to me. i am hated amongst my family i have no family my mom told me to go ahead and kill myself i have no friends i am just a fucking tool in life. only people that talk to me are ones asking me for favors which i always say yes to. i cant be evil as i want to be. when i show love and care without being sexual i get called a creep. no girls want me all my exes hate me. im always getting humiliated. im fat. i cant fight. i cant talk because of my lack of social interaction. i am always getting laughed at. im always being called a faggot or a spic. i wanna try to force myself to be gay just so i can have SOMEONE in my life but im not good enough for that neither. im a complete outcast. my heart is gold i care about people i always help but im ALWAYS LEFT BEHIND, Always. with no reasons. asked god for answers and nothing. just leads me to research suicide. ill just cut my jugular vein on my neck and jst get out of the way out of peoles lives.. even my therapists are giving me a big fuck you
i think i wanna go on a live webcam chat and just kill myself in front of everyone.
Today is my 36th birthday. I have a stressful job, a ton of debt and my son was diagnosed with ADHD, a language disorder, and a sensory disorder that makes it hard for him to deal at school and interact socially. Now, I have to pay for occupational and speech therapy for probably the rest of his life.
I've been trying to commit suicide since I was sixteen. I've taken pills, jumped in a river, slit my wrists, strangulation, hanging, alcohol poisoning, even went to the beach at night and tried to get lost in the waves. I'm still here and all I've done is fucked up my body and possibly caused my son to be damaged because of my fucked up system.
Everyone is asking about this apple seed thing(which i have considered) because they want it quick and painless. Most of you are going to leave behind families that will feel pain and blame themselves for your actions. So don't look for the easy way out. If you're going to do it, do something that will be FINAL with no chance of survival. F***ing lie across the train tracks, eat rat poison pie and drink that acid.
I'm sure not one of has NEVER had a single HAPPY moment in your lives.
Lol. If they amcare about what the world needed they would be joining the peace core not considering suicide. Be glade they are content with self loathing and not tryn to hurt other people fer fucks sake. They obviously dont give a fuck about there family or friends so whats to stop them from being the next theater shooter to strangers. Everyone knows we create our own world by our actions. So if they choose to give up to weak minded self pity rather than be a difference that the world needs. Then leave them alone and let them do it. Lol
Yea. I gotta say. The kitten killer should go ahead and off himself lol. There is nothing left here for you. The world dosnt want you. And you might fond he'll amusing. Do it soon. Do it well. Have a psychotic journey to your burning inferno. ;-)
One....poison the douche Bag. Or once you are gone he will find someone else to abuse. Possibly your children. 2 it sounds like you dont have alot to lose. So do something freak in amazing with your life that most people would be to scared to. If that dont work out. You can always kill yourself tommarow. There is no deadline
Seems so risky.I hate thT.
What about using an eye-dropper with ammonia over a red hot coal? Does that also require sodium cyanide? Dying painlessly would be preferable. Some of us want to end the pain, not create more and needless pointless drama. A painful suicide increases the risk of bailing on it midway and not following through. I do not want that. Furthermore, I would skip a suicide note altogether and do it some place remote and off the beaten path and ensure that at least a week would pass before someone found my empty shell. I would argue that if you feel a suicide note is necessary or that you want people to find you, then you're not ready to die because you're clearly still attached to those people. When you feel literally nothing for anyone, then that's a different story.
Personally I'm on some really intense anti-depressants and either their effect wore-off or it's simply not working. What I'm facing is potentially several months of anguish and pain that I do not know how to bear, and will likely get progressively worse as time goes by. Long story short, I think I'm going to get fleeced by my ex. But that's not what saddens me. What saddens me is that I knew she was double-minded, but I married her anyway because I was extremely lonely. Now I am facing that lonely rejected carcass and all the string of rejections over the past decades and all I see from that graveyard of shattered dreams are cycles, circles and insanity. Thinking I have any kind of control to get off this ride is arrogant. I've already spent thousands of dollars on meds and therapy and I am going crazy from being crazy.
Oh and I cannot afford to risk being hospitalized. If you're going to commit suicide, you gotta do it efficiently. Go ahead and hurt your loved ones once, but no more than once.
By the way, I'd like to discuss HCN via red hot coals on "endingthepain" over at Weebly.
Most faggot way to kill yourself ever, seriously take the bullet train or gtfo. Save a few bucks and treat yo self
I have nothing to live for. I've no purpose. I'm gay and my girlfriend left me. I only have a few support from friends. I can't afford to tell my family as I know it will hurt them. I've committed a lot of sin and I am certain I will continue to commit sins for as long as I'm alive. Waking up in the morning and feeling the pain and loneliness are the worst feeling in the world. Yes my family and friends love me but what am I suppose to think or do when I'm so miserable deep inside me. Suicide is scary as I know that physical pain is also unpleasant and perhaps unbearable; and it will also hurt my family and friends knowing that my death is caused by me taking my own life. I just want to die in my sleep, but even that request in my prayer is not being answered. Why am I/why are we all subject to this pain/suffering? Why does life have to be like this? Are we meant to exist in this world to suffer? Why can't I just die and have those who are happy and those who want to live longer live longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot go on like this, I just can't.
NOTE TO ALL your all retarded FUCK GOD! Rail a load of coke up d nose preferably on tick (pay at later date) load speed and weed to hell get urself a dirty brazzer too DIE ON A HIGH be careful guys u might wanna live after this! Haha
ive been trying acupuncture needles to the heart for about a month now.
Do you still have some?
if anybody has KCN, please share your email id/contact no..
The side effect being you ruined some policeman's career and possibly making him commit suicide....fucking weirdos, why don't you try making someone's life better instead of all this nonsense
i wanna die my parents r nt listening to me they dont like me they wanna see my death nd i knew it...! please help me..! i really wanna die but in an easy way....!
Hahaha I love this blog
To bad there's no more bloggers left since there all dead damn now what am I gonna do
Lol that is what I thinking
Rt
some informative comments on here. I'll be looking into alternative methods
Shut the fuck up hitler
look at you fucktards, laughing as we, the downtrodden are oppressed even here, our place of solace. seeking our methods so that we may end out pitiful existence. I want all of you to realize one thing, you DONT know what some of us have been through. maybe we deserve to end our fate before shit gets worse.. I'm going to tell you this, we live in a world where we cannot even gather to talk about certain things due to Big Brother watching everything. I am not the father of the revolution, rather, a mere supporter and proletarian prophet. for they may some day come get me to ensure our dream will come true! back onto our subject, BB wont have to worry due to my efforts on collecting 10 cups of seeds, no matter the cost or taste. but, before I decide to eat them, feel free to contact me at morrisbrett69@gmail.com. well until tomorrow night (might be homeless again!)
Lol only person to actually post something personal didn't do it as anon and it had some pretty heavy implications u me wild are A bit on the silly side also way to put ur fam on blast on the interwebz I mean family is family no matter what. Right?
Please tell me the reason I need a method like this is because I don't have the guts to jump or anything dramatic but I want to die , digestion is the easiest way , I've tried cocodomol followed by vodka , friend found me unconscious and took me to hospital , I've tried Apple seeds doesn't work btw next step is to try get hold of some tramadol and morphine get really really high and hopefully overdose
Tried and doesn't work , I'm a 22 yr old female about 9st 7 and ate about a cup. Need to try something else .. Would love something that would knock me out before I knew anything about bad stuff happening , maybey try morphine and tramadol
Well, someone might if they knew someone who did... or made someone consume that many apple seeds, hehe
I do agree, anonymous who wrote the comment I am replying to. Living for someone else is probs the best way to convince yourself to not commit suicide. But that doesn't mean it's easy, I also agree with. Also please, everyone, please don't kill your wonderful selves, please.
Omg guys thank you so much for this I just tried it out and it worked so well, thank you, I'm so happy now!
If this actually works , and if your dying can you please meditate on my name & say it,,
Young Prince, Young Anunaki, Anusuroh,, and you can come with me to the realm of barbelous with the great mothers, I need you to believe in me,, I'm going to start healing people all I need is 12 people plus you and we will pray in a circle while I invoke my God of the light,, this is only for those who see the signs in numbers, & in intermission. Many won't accept I am K.F.R
If this actually works , and if your dying can you please meditate on my name & say it,,
Young Prince, Young Anunaki, Anusuroh,, and you can come with me to the realm of barbelous with the great mothers, I need you to believe in me,, I'm going to start healing people all I need is 12 people plus you and we will pray in a circle while I invoke my God of the light,, this is only for those who see the signs in numbers, & in intermission. Many won't accept I am K.F.R
When I so f****** agree You people are idiots!!!!!!
Suicide is nothing but a pussies way out And I cannot believe there's a f****** website for it You all need help FRFR
My husband don't love me.he don't blv me.he can't tollerate me.I don't want to live.plz help me
waooh i never believe on Africa black magic spell, I was married to my husband for 5 years and we were both blessed with three children, living together as one love, until 2010 when things was no longer the way it was [when he lost his job]. But when he later got a new job 5 months after, he stated sleeping outside our matrimonial home. Only for me to find out that he was having an affair with the lady that gave him the job. since that day, when i called him, he no longer pick up my calls and he refused to come back home, i tried everything i could but nothing seems to work out for good. Yet my husbands just still keep on seeing the lady. Until I met a very good friend of mine who has also had a similar problem, who introduced me to a very good love spell caster called Dr MOON. But i told her that if it has to do with things that i am not interested with am not interested, but she said that it has nothing. but the only thing he asks to do was just to go and buy the items to cast the spell, and that was what she did. And she gave me the spell caster e-mail doctormoontemple778@gmail.com When i contacted him, i was so surprised when he said that if i have the faith that i will get my husband back in the nest two to [3] days, and i was asked to provide some few items which i purchased. After he was done with the spell preparation he called me and told me not to worry that my husband will come back to me in a few days time and i was so shocked 3 days after the spell when my door bell rang and i opened the door only to find my husband his kneels begging me and the children for forgiveness. and ever since he has never slept tout of our matrimonial bed, THANKS Dr
waooh i never believe on Africa black magic spell, I was married to my husband for 5 years and we were both blessed with three children, living together as one love, until 2010 when things was no longer the way it was [when he lost his job]. But when he later got a new job 5 months after, he stated sleeping outside our matrimonial home. Only for me to find out that he was having an affair with the lady that gave him the job. since that day, when i called him, he no longer pick up my calls and he refused to come back home, i tried everything i could but nothing seems to work out for good. Yet my husbands just still keep on seeing the lady. Until I met a very good friend of mine who has also had a similar problem, who introduced me to a very good love spell caster called Dr MOON. But i told her that if it has to do with things that i am not interested with am not interested, but she said that it has nothing. but the only thing he asks to do was just to go and buy the items to cast the spell, and that was what she did. And she gave me the spell caster e-mail doctormoontemple778@gmail.com When i contacted him, i was so surprised when he said that if i have the faith that i will get my husband back in the nest two to [3] days, and i was asked to provide some few items which i purchased. After he was done with the spell preparation he called me and told me not to worry that my husband will come back to me in a few days time and i was so shocked 3 days after the spell when my door bell rang and i opened the door only to find my husband his kneels begging me and the children for forgiveness. and ever since he has never slept tout of our matrimonial bed, THANKS Dr
....try the castor seed instead,The seeds harbor an incredibly toxic chemical called ricin, and a lethal dose is considered to be in the range of 4 to 8 seeds. Ingestion of the seeds can lead to burning sensations in the mouth and throat, intense abdominal pain, and bloody diarrhea within 36 hours, and can lead to death within 3-5 days if left untreated.Raw castor seed is likely to be more stronger....
If you want to kill yourself, stop trying with Apple seeds, get real cyanide. Contact buycyanide@gmail.com they sell it and don't ask you for any documents.
If you want to kill yourself, stop trying with Apple seeds, get real cyanide. Contact buycyanide@gmail.com they sell it and don't ask you for any documents.
That awkward moment when you're just here to research for a murder plot in a book you're writing... >.>
Not that it means anything to people reading this but chin up, I like you, and if I could I'd buy you a drink. Good luck.
If I am now 35.....
If my life has never moved beyond square one....
If everyone I meet looks upon me with disdain and loathing and mistrust and disbelief...
If every effort I make to have a life (even just a simple one) fails....
If my own mother denied me an education....
If every relationship ends in tears....
If I have now ended up with just FIVE people in the world who even speak with me, and none trust me or understand me or try to.....
If there is no way forward....
If everyone I love has gone....
If everyone i was friends with abandoned me or used me or ripped me off, or all three....
If every improvement in my life is followed by ending up worse than before...
If i know I will soon be homeless (again) alone (again) destitute (again) no matter what I try or do....
If life is not like it is for those who love, like or tolerate it....
If I am one chosen to always be the loser, the victim, the mark, the butt-of-the-joke....
Why the FUCK should I have to continue being there for others gain and amusement?????
All you saying "dont do it life can be grand" ya it can. For you, and many others. But for a few, IT CAN NOT.
Do not judge, lest ye be judged.
I want to die, because life SUCKS too often. The odd moment of something ok... in-between truck-loads of crap dumped upon me.
Everyone's experience of life is different and individual, that is the nature of life after all. So obviously some few will have to get the thin end of that deal so that others can get the better.......
If someone is living through life's worst, LET THEM LEAVE. HELP THEM.
SO ya some people have to burn family members, or see their homes blown up, or all sorts of other terrible things. The point is not the worst thing to happen in a persons life, it is the balance of good and bad experiences.
For some, life might be all awesome, except they have to burn some dead family... one or a few blights on an otherwise good experience. Others might, say, win 10 million on the lottery!!! But if that is the only good thing they encounter, if their ENTIRE life is HORRIBLE apart from that one thing, then is it worth living???? all things are relative...
The only person who can say for SURE whether their life is REALLY worth living or not, is the individual living it.
So respect each others wishes.
Those who want to live, live. And all others let them live, help them live if you are able.
Those who want to die, die. And all others let them die, help them die if you are able.
If you want to live, do you want it to be painful? So if someone wants to die you can understand why they don't either.
Íf you want to die, do you want it to be painful? So if someone wants to live you can understand why they don't either.
It really isn't so hard to grasp or understand is it?
I want to die, give easiest way..
If you're serious about a way to exit and you don't want to suffer or feel pain, use nitrogen asphyxiation. Nitrogen and helium are easy to acquire. You can use a diving regulator connected to a nitrogen tank, but be sure that you cannot be interrupted while interruption before death will cause severe brain damage. You will be unconscious within about 10 seconds and death should come within 10 minutes. If you want a "roll the dice" suicide method, this is not the one, after you lose consciousness there is no turning back so be sure that death is what you want. Please use suicide only as a last resort and only after you have exhausted every avenue to be well. Best wishes
A poem
My neck on a chain,
My heart through a hook
Deranged sack of garbage
and poison through my veins.
The clock struck three.
The Devil's waiting,
Surely the time hath come
For me to be free.
For the pages, chains
For the words, rains
For the bounds, pains
What's the point?
Surely I had never
Surely I have not
Surely I wouldn't ever
An ounce of care
for him and her and them.
So why do I doubt?
Surely they had never
Surely they have not
Surely they wouldn't ever
An ounce of care.
~
Your neck on chain
Your heart through a hook
Deranged sack of garbage,
and poison through your vein.
The clock struck three
but I am here
and through the darkness, we shall go,
and through the woods and through the chain,
and through the mist and through the rain,
and through the never and through the pain,
We shall go.
The journey is not over,
for there are lives to touch
and stories to tell
and hearts to love.
Because we had
Because we do
Because we will
Always be there for you.
We shall go.
Don't kil yourself, its not worth it.
Suicide by cop is tricky.
First you need to make the cops feel endangered after posing a threat to others.
Then charge at them with some kind of weapon in your hand.
I may try this. Or an overdose. Or spmething. Thank the universe for the internets, I just want to get the hell outta here
I've tried alcohol and pills. Effective, but not enough. You will likely just feel like you've died for four hours and then sleep for another 24.
I took a huge amount of benzos and a fifth of jack and it didn't kill me.
Gonna fkn try again. This time probably using my car to crash into a barrier at 160mph with the seat belt unfastened, on an overpass.
That should do it....and if not, those who "care" about me to spend swaths of money if I ended up in critical condition just to save me, well...I'd like to get it over. I don't want people spending money to save a life that I personally hate.
In my opinion, if someone wants to doe, let them die! An, who are you to stand in their way and play "god", as if such a god existed, which there isnt.
Fuck you OP I should be allowed to die when and where I want. It happens to all of us, so if I want out, what is wrong with that?
I used to think God could get me out of a jam, or my shit life with insurmountable debt, a dead end job, no healthcare, no friends, 45hr workweeks, but I asked God to make my life better.
He didn't.
I figured, it probably takes some time.
My life kept getting worse.
I have concluded since, that there is no God and you need to shut the fuck up.
If there was a god he would allow for mercy suicides, but he doesnt. Or he would intervene and fix our shit lives whilst random other people get lucky and get perfect lives.
But he doesn't do that.
Because God isn't real.
Go away before I do. Er, actually it doesn't matter. I'll go away whether you like it or not, you can't stop me so stfu
Best way to off yourself is eat 10 cans of beans and pull covers over your head and fart yourself dead
Well il be damned I have found a great way to kill myself....by laughing to death at all this shit I read today here.
It's pretty cruel to suggest putting a little innocent furball in the place of a person's lifelong struggle to feel & be accepted & have purpose. That kitten is only gonna be treated well until the person has the urge to leave this world again. Cats really don't take kindly to noticing that you're a suicidal human who gets frustrated with them. And the agonizing sounds they can make when angry, culd seriously drive a person to suicide or hurting the kitten. How about a gold fish or a bird :P
How easy is it to get a gun? I am ready to go home but do not think I would be able to get one
Guy and Dolls, I found this site cause I'm miserable im always ill, doctors keep diagnosing chronic conditions with no reason for the cause and no cure. I am in agony every day of my life, the days where my physical body is strong my mental is weak, once people see me smiling they thing im ok, they think it's ok to speak to me horribly or that I don't have any feelings...what so ever...i've been batteling depression since i've been 12, I've been hurt by thousand yet there have been hundreds who try help..that random stranger in the street that flashes a smile at you...it's because they've been there...they recognise your agony..i'm 27 now, still fighting it and today is especially hard hence being on such a site...but guys and dolls i'm telling you one thing for sure I NEED YOU, EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU, IF YOU WANT TO DIE PLEASE EMAIL ME AT AOCONNORHELP@GMAIL.COM SUBJECT IT DEATH FOR EASE OF READING, I don't want to be alive, because I don't want to be in pain anymore the world is full of everything but please I am begging you all please email me, I need to talk to people who know how I feel. Still alive still breathing and still wanting to be painfree...I haven't given up yet, please you don't either
The only time I feel jealous of Americas shitty gun laws. Wish I could get my hands on one.
Ha ha ha i like coming to sites like this, watching people whine and moan about how bad life is, how much they want to die and then they're pathetic attempts at doing it... think about how pathetic that is for one second while you're chewing on appleseeds you freaks, you cant even kill yourself right... lol my God its hilarious! Ha ha ha maybe one day you will get lucky and cross paths with me... me, im your lucky ticket to the other side. I feel nothing, no pain, no regret, no guilt, and the last thing ever to cross my mind is to commit suicide... thats absolutely absurd. Ok, well good luck in your endeavors and keep the stories coming i like to lurk here from time to time... love listening to your stories of how to off yourself lol TTFN,
-WARDEN
any better idea ??
Assuming both y'all are dead
Live for your family, they all eventually abandon you.
Lol ive just read all like 400 comments. ima go jump off a bridge in front of a eurostar train, or maybe get in a plane and jump out without a parachute. the best way to kill urself is what i might do...get a sharp knife, stand on a train platform (one where trains run though non stop with no barrier), as it comes past, stab your neck, and fall forward. if it slows down, itll run over u. if the driver dont realise, youll die from shock as it hits u. ull either go over or itll run over u. have fun guys...good luck killing urselves.
ill post back if it works, if it doesn't ill be in a mental health clinic
HEY PRETENDERS IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BUY THE FARM AND SNUFF YOURSELF I HAVE ALL SORTS OF PAINFUL OR PAINLESS WAYS TO GO. I WILL ENLIGHTEN YOU WITH ONE OF EACH:
PAINLESS: DRINK AS MUCH FUCKING ALCOHOL YOU CAN WITH PRESCIBED PAIN KILLERS AND WHEN YOU ARE MOTHER FUCKEN DROWSY GO FOR A SWIM AND DROWN/OVERDOSE.
PAINFULL:SWALLOW A TIN OF "DRAINO"(DRAIN CLEANER)AND DRINK A 600ML OF WATER STRAIGHT AFTER.
OR YOU CAN LIVE LIKE THE REST OF US AND TAKE THE WAVES AS THEY COME AND TRY TO GET OVER THEM FOR A BETTER LIFE.THIS OPTION IS DEFINATELY THE MOST PAINFUL OPTION OF ALL.REACH OUT TO SOMEONE.YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE RELIGIOUS SOME PEOPLE DO CARE AND WILL HELP.THEY ARE HARD TO FIND BUT THEY ARE OUT THERE !!!!!!!!!
Why all of a sudden this thread came to an end?
If you want to buy cyanide, you must contact htfp1987@gmail.com this guy sells real cyanide and is really discreet. I bought from him and received my parcel properly.
You see so much because you're judging the world. You are not suppose to. I use to feel similar when the truth is God is and always will be good. He speaks the truth. To say what you said makes you ignorant to him. You see, God doesn't take away our free will. That's one of the fruits of life. What he does do is give you commandants and he is well within his right to. He created everything. We all belong to him. Disobedient children, who chose not to obey to the truth, will perish. I use to think that it was too much, and what horrible thing that is. But do you know that God sacrificed his son. Jesus actually layed on that cross. Christ yet and still was beaten and he DIED for us. TO DIE FOR THE WORLD SO THAT YOU CAN LIVE WITH YOUR CREATOR. THAT'S LOVE. THAT'S TRUST. THAT'S SACRIFICE. GOD LOVES YOU. IF HE DIDN'T HE WOULDN'T HAVE MADE YOU. YOU CAME FROM HIM, HE WANTS YOU TO RETURN TO HIM BUT IF YOU KEEP DOING THINGS AGAINST HIS WISHES, THEN HE IS WELL WITHIN HIS RIGHT TO SAY YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE FOREVER AND YOU SHOULD PERISH. UNDERSTAND THAT GOD IS THE TRUTH AND HE IS THE LIGHT AND MOST IMPORTANTLY HE IS LOVE. HE MADE SACRIFICES. HE FORGIVES YOU TIME AND TIME AGAIN. WHO ELSE WOULD DO THAT? NO ONE. SO THE PEOPLE WHO MAY BE JUDGING YOU MAY NOT APPEAR TO BE WHAT YOU ASSUME TO BE BECAUSE TRUE CHILDREN OF GOD. DO NOT JUDGE AS IT IS COMMANDED BY THEIR FATHER, AND THEY OBEY. SO UNLESS YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT YOU SHOULD BE QUIET BECAUSE I GANRAUNTEE GOD IS WATCHING AND LISTENING.
I also want to die plz help me .I want to die for my cheater girlfriend ravneet .plz help me how I can die with easiest way.plz tell me
How to die comfortably, I mean you know, less hassle. I don't have money for a shrink. I don't really have someone to talk to. I'm just to tired. My family thinks I'm useless and my friends are tired of my bullshit. My professors rejected our research and my classmates thinks that it's my fault. I don't have enough money to start another research. I'm not a scholar anymore. I don't have money to pay the rent, tuition and wtf. I mean, I just want to have a good long sleep without anyone disturbing me or telling me what to do. You know, If I just die then I'll be one less problem for the people. I just want to rest.
hi guys so i know that this is apple seed suicide talk but i have a more reliable method
1) aspirin take three whole boxes of 300 mg tablets which is about nearly 15,000 mgs it takes a while but it works, it didnt for me thats how i know the dosage as i took 1 and a HALF PACK, which NEARLY worked
oh and dont try and hang yourself pretty long and painful unless your brave enough to hang from the roof if u can that is
Parents don't want to have animals at home and don't want me to follow my dream.
Same.
i ated apple :P
Nice
Im sorry
Im sorry
* Touché
Anyone still alive here?
Unfortunately I'm still alive
Btw how many apples would you have to eat? I can't be suspicious and buy a truckload of seeds or poison.
Still alive. Anyone of you got any other ideas?
heard of helium exit bags?
Fukin pisser. Made me laugh!!
If we were able to find a way to enjoy life, then we wouldn't be committing suicide in the first place.
You must be too or you wouldn't be here on this site dumbass hahaha
I hear you. My son was killed 2 years ago. I have been sick for almost nine years, and the pain has gotten so bad I can hardly bear it. Now my sister has moved in and completely defiled my home. I would kick her out, but I've got nephews here too. My ex-husband, a major alcoholic with a big heart,but really screwed-up head also makes life very difficult. I just can't take the overwhelming physical and emotional pain anymore.
WELL ITS NOT LIKE I TRIED THAT BEFORE Pssshh
Aaaand that's how you get on a special list.
A gun is your friend if that's the case
I have a question I'd like a genuine answer to. I have heart disease, as well as a number of other conditions. Since I've been out of work I've out on quite a bit of weight and now also have diabetes and sleep apnea. I just watched my best friend's dad go through years of debilitating complications from his diabetes. Loss of his foot, fingers, eventually both of his legs, kidney failure, leading to dialysis, heart surgeries, etc. He was in a hospital bed at home the last couple years of his life. My friend and his mom had to do everything for him, draining fluids, cleaning up everything and what not. I don't want want anyone to have to do that for me. And I don't want it to sneak up on me to the point where I'm not prepared and relying on everyone to do things for me and not have a way out.
I also don't want to leave a big mess and gory scene that someone has to clean up from blowing my brains out. From everything I've been reading it appears that the crushed apple seeds are most potent when exposed to water. It also says breathing is the most potent way of ingesting it. I feel I've got an effective vehicle with my C-Pap machine for my sleep apnea. It has a small box for water for the humidifier on it.
Like I said, I'm not looking to just kill myself tomorrow for no reason. But I'd like a simple, clean effective option that I could implement myself instead of burdening those around me should I become incapacitated. My questions are, how many seeds would I realistically need? And am I correct about the water exposure and inhalation based on my research?
I hope you're still alive and ok.
Lul
As one poster said, the length of time we are here alive on earth is ridiculously short. If you think about oblivion and a spark appearing for less than a second it's worse than that. As far as the big picture and timeless consciousness, etc. what significance does anyone's life really have? I believe in oblivion, but I also believe in karma... Maybe if those of us that are miserable and feeling hopeless did something to help another in need - or made even a small step towards curing our pathetic world and making it as it should be - instead of going all out to kill ourselves, we would at least have that satisfaction and reward. Maybe even something greater than we realize. We are already killing ourselves - every last one...
OH Great,time to borrow some seeds from granny who make apple pie like who on fuckin earth wanna commit a suicide why dont you just simply enjoy this magnificent fruit by making pies Hey Post the Recipe of making cocaine....Dammit this worlds not fucked up just smoke d hell up And shake dat ASS girl oh sorry I mean BITCH
Stolen
Y don't u just mind ur business
Does anyone have cyanide ????
I need it ....Very urgent...
Plzzz do reply....
Ppl coming here to tell me not to die just mind ur own business....don't butt into others lives....
Do you think it would work for a tiny petite 20 yo heallthy female?
Fucking losers the whole lot of ya,can't even kill yourself correctly?how pathetic! Any of you rocket scientist ever think of a good ol fashioned.357 u wanna die for real?this will get it done quickly painlessly and completely,give it a try trades you'll be satisfied promise.
Beautiful
Who are you talking to? It's pretty obvious this post is meant for people without access to guns. Idiot.
Wait. I get why suicidals are here. And why overselfrighteouses are here but why are you here?lol Who goes to a suicide forum to tell people to kill themselves lol that's what we're here to do idiot! does it feel good to tell people to kill themselves but only if theyre already about it and wont confront you. It seems like you "just kill yourself" guys are really only here to pretend like you have balls when IRL you're way too much of a coward to say it to anyone who isn't going to just go "okaaayy..." And look at you like you're stupid...BECAUSETHEYREONASUICIDEFORUM!
Where is god? Everything I've ever heard about this character was a lie. The rainbow is a promise that he'll never flood the earth. Clear evidence parts of the world have never been submerged. Also a rainbow is reflected water fragments. God created light? Nope. Light is heat generated by energy. God made the sun moon and earth. Nope.nope.nope we can see how the moon formed very easily, and it was more of a snowball effect. The sun is a type of star and was formed like all The other stars exactly like it. Through time. And my favorite antigod point: mathematically there are over trillions of solar systems in our galaxy, leaving potentially billions of earth doppelganger in this galaxy which means in the entire universe there must be ....way.more.....lol out of that there should be googlplex amount of humanoid species. Out of that there should be at least a billion planets 100% identical to ours including the plants and animals. So why does God never mention them. Oooh because the idea of a magical authority deity has exsisted since humans first became creative.... which says something right there....but we didn't have religion at first, we had nature and ancestors. And slowly but surely we put our ancestors on different pedestals, some higher ranking than others, and we talked to them and they would hear our prayers "on the other side". We also worshiped If you can call it that, nature, until eventually (I want to say in early mesopotamia) we peesonified nature and began worshiped the multitude of deitys we had named to represent the tide, rain, crops, fertility, etc... Then those "gods" were spread and picked up by the next generations and given a little makeover you know update the named to the more modern version of it, add in New gods of things like the absract love, or art, seduction, and progress. Or even of newly discovered things that the previous generations didn't have so there was no deity for it....like wine lol ahem Dionysus. Then Christianity came in and said there should only be one god, it's easier that way. But people weren't to keen on a quick evolution of their beliefs so they were reluctant, so the church worked with them by adopting their holidays, traditions, and even their important deitys, of course they were renamed to modern names again and called saints since it's supposed to be monotheistic. Then once they had their religion mostly sorted out into what they wanted it to be. They raped every culture it came across saying "Well, change to our religion or die" and so most changed. Now the world has many religions that are all branches of one. ....
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If nothing else, live to show your family the middle finger. If they prefer you dead, what better way than to live?
I don't advocate suicide but is it just not easy enough to eat a bottle of opiods and go to sleep?you will feel no pain.I always believe personally that no matter how bad life is there are better options than suicide but on this topic I am pro choice as long as the person is of sound mind,not clouded by mental illness.
I don't advocate suicide but is it just not easy enough to eat a bottle of opiods and go to sleep?you will feel no pain.I always believe personally that no matter how bad life is there are better options than suicide but on this topic I am pro choice as long as the person is of sound mind,not clouded by mental illness.
WHAT..WHY DO U PEOPLE WANT TO DIE. I'D BE WILLING TO TALK TO ANYONE WHO NEEDS TO TALK. I'M NOT A THERIPIST OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT, I JUST KNOW HOW MUCH DEPRESSION CAN TAKE HOLD OF U,BC I MYSELF HAVE TRIED AND I NOW KNOW THIS IS NOT WHAT U WANT TO DO. THERE IS ALWAYS A WAY TOO FIRM UR LIFE AROUND. PLEASE LET ME HELP YOU. MY NAME IS KIM AND MY EMAIL IS thekimsterfive@yahoo.com PLEASE ANYONE THAT IS IN NEED OF A FROWNS TO JUST LISTEN NO JUDGMENT EMAIL ME AND I'LL GIVE MY NUMBER SO WE CAN TALK..I HOPE ALL OF U ATE STILL ALIVE AND WELL
Hi i tried that recipe lastnight as i type on my ghost phone to tell u this.
Hay to still. alive u are just begging attention knock it off grow up u little baby.
Hay u curb your tounge about God u will regret what u are saying.all u want is attention real people that wanna commit suicide dont talk about it.thay just do it.
Here in the U.S. all you really need to do is quickly raise a metallic object as if it were a gun in the presence of police. Make sure you've got the officers attention and let it be clear what your intentions are seconds before assuming shooting stance. If you're lucky you should have maybe a half magazine of .40's in your upper torso which may be painful for a bit but the pain will fade as imminent death stays.
Whats with the bastards here screaming at people that insult them to go away, then going on to insult people? "Don't you know that causes depression?"
What's with people here yelling at people to get out of their safe space WHILE INSULTING THEM? "Don't you know that causes depression?"
Has anyone tried this and failed
how the fuck did i get here
Thank You.
Potassium cyanide is indeed a very painless method of committing suicide. As a medical practitioner I have witnessed patients demand for mercy killing by using potassium cyanide. Its easy and painless and in less than a minute. Its a shame some people find it difficult getting the product. You must understand that any seller will have to provide an export license of such a product to customs before the buyer can receive. Without that, you might never get potassium legally. So far, I've had two contacts who supply our hospital legally and they are good. I am not trying to advertise them here. But i feel the pain of a disturbed person who just wants to leave the world peacefully. I recommend horneyproducts@yahoo.com and salesplazacrown@gmail.com i will not publish their enterprise names for discretion motives.
XD congratulations!!! I'll soon be joining you hehehehe!!!^ ^ lol don't ask me why I'm so excited about death lol
Awww that's actually a good poem!!! I may just stop myself for that! ^ ^ I'm not kidding I really like your poem, haha!!
Disciples - come join with me - to save a failed humanity - follow the God of Cyanide - into the new eternity - behold - a sacrificial erase - a cleansing worshipping of pain - the New Millennium Christ - here to redeem all from LIES!
Trey, seeing that its been 5 1/2 years since showing so many here your pathetic lack of tolerance towards people of color we can only hope that you've matured. There is the possibility that you drank the Jim Jones...
This is a very nice thread ^-^
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