Apple seeds average around 0.6mg hydrogen cyanide (HCN) per gram of dry seed. Since the lethal dose of HCN is estimated to be around 50mg, you will need around 85 grams of dry seeds. This is around half a cup... it requires a lot of apples.
However:
1. Plants are variable; eat enough - at least 3 times the minimum dose; Cyanide is not a drug on which to skimp, since it can cause brain damage in sublethal doses.
2. The HCN must be liberated from the sugar it's chemically attached to. This occurs when the moistened seed is crushed, releasing an enzyme, emulsin, which does the job. You need to crush and eat the seeds fairly quickly, both to avoid evapouration of cyanide from the crushed seeds and so as not to lose consciousness before ingesting a lethal dose. A blender or a coffee grinder would be a good way to break up the seeds.
3. Effects are fastest if the stomach is empty and gastric acidity high. With minimally lethal doses, death may take up to an hour.
4. Some claim death by cyanide is painless and quick, others that it is painful and quick. Cyanide is commonly used by suicidal chemists but rarely by suicidal physicians.
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I need lethal dose, not fatal
Then live against them, than just quit like a looser
Honestly, I hope this works, I've wanted to kill myself somehow for quite some time now but I'm afraid of heights, knives, I'd hang myself but it sounds painful. I'm afraid of guns, and a multitude of other things so I really hope this works.
Correct
If u r still alive ,try some zinc phosphate
This comment section pure gold
Maybe we (all the people who want to die) should stick together and help each other or something.Besides unlike family and other mindless normies we truly understand each other.Are there any suicide groups that people like us can meet ?
I cannot believe this thread has so many comments.
APPLE SEEDS CURE CANCER, THIS IS WHY THEY SAY THEY ARE POISONOUS. THEY DONT WANT US CURING CANCER. ITS BAD FOR THEIR PROFITS AND HUMANS ARE JUST PART OF THE MONEY MAKING MACHINE JUST LIKE COWS ARE. ACTUALLY THE BEST WAY TO DIE IS TO TAKE DOCTOR PRESCRIBED PILLS. 10,000 PEOPLE DIED IN ONE YEAR IN FLORIDA
One of my ideas for a painless departure is making a soft and comfortable slipknot noose that will support upper body weight. I've got cotton belts I can attach together providing enough length for the slipknot and the other end tied to the top step of a 6ft A-frame ladder. A little trial and error will be necessary to have it tied at Your body's specific sweet spot so the experience can be as smooth and as pleasurable as possible. The pleasure comes with the assistance of at least 2 cans of whipped cream that contains NO2 aka nitrous oxide. DO NOT USE - NOS! Nitrous for automobiles contains sulfur and will BURN your lungs! It's also expensive. The cans at a grocery store are CHEAP! You will be in a somewhat comfortable sitting position under the ladder with the slipknot tight around neck. There must be enough tension to close off arterial blood flow. Inhale NO2, blow out, inhale, blow, inhale fully, HOLD. With tight tension in the sitting position, legs straight out, breathing in the gas is no problem. You will numbly fade out allowing the lack of blood to brain to complete the mission. If you've ever been in a sleeper hold you know consciousness fades FAST! This method is much more preferable to me than tying rope to high secure spot then jumping off ladder causing neck vertebrae to snap. I suppose it's all subjective though. Exhaust ALL possible paths to find a solution to your situation before resorting to a permanent end. Who knows? Maybe your life has 1 more chapter....
To Anonymous. A syringe of air will not kill you. It takes a who,e line full of air and more to do this.
Seriously?
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How much do you want for it?
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By 2017 Trey Howard,you may have been shot by a black man that overheard a racist comment you made,killed yourself with the perfect apple seed recipe or perhaps grown up a bit to feel shame when you reflect on how hateful and ignorant you used to be...
Would you be alive to tell us back?
I hate my life too....I want to die as soon as possible....I ate 30 pills still survived..
NO REPLY FROM HIM , HE'S PROBABY DEAD
I AM PRETTY SURE HE EAT SEEDS FIRST THEN H2SO4 ,THEN STABBED HIMSELF AND AT LAST JUMPED FROM 4TH FLOOR
Am i only one dead here ???
When your family cant understand how the fuck others can help you. Others can just act like you guys are doing. Some of things and guilt of your life related to past will hunt you everyday where it impossible to change nor you can move on in life. Just one thought we wish everysecond i can die right now . I tried drowning bad luck some one came and saved me . I tried wrist cut that didnt work out. So nowadays i just booze more alcohal more cigarette taking more caffeine products like energy drinks and relaxing myself with movies targetting heart disease and slowly it is working out. So before dying i thought to enjoy more work less and saying fuckoff to people on their face who act as if they care.
Chris Cornell of Sound Garden, Temple of the Dog and Audioslave was found dead in his hotel room a few days ago. He's now with Andy Wood, Kurt Cobain, Layne Staley, Scott Weilland and so many other fallen heroes who gave us one of the most precious gifts ever created on earth; the gift of music. When a man that has accomplished so much in his life, become famous and wealthy doing what he loved, that had a beautiful wife and family and was able to overcome his addiction to heroin and dependence on alcohol then suddenly decide to choose suicide (if that's what actually happened)then what chance do I have at an existence that's barely more than the ghost of someone living in a dark world surrounded by formless black shapes in a deep space-like cold? Apple seeds aren't gonna cut it for my exit from earths realm into another more inviting. The opium poppy will be my currier, my comforter, my Christ in this time of uncertainty. For now I close my eyes and listen to Soundgarden while I poppy surf above friendly endless fields in Afghanistan. RIP Chris Cornell 1964 -2017
That one to all those damn christians, gold that. Preaching to us constantly about how we should live our lives for a fairytale belief, ha, save it for your other christian buddies because we don't give a shit. Also those people insulting people and calling them cowards, get over yourself. There comes a time in everyones life where they have reached their limit and had enough. Unless you are going through what these people are, you have no right to be judgemental. So pull your heads out of your own asses and shut the fuck up. People don't have to be selfish to commit suicide, in fact I had a good friend once and she was doing okay and a really great and selfless person, then she started to believe in your fake god and ended up killing herself on a rail road track. Your god is useless, same with all gods from fanatic religion. It is like someone said, merely a selfish way to try and control humanity. Maybe when all those insulting fools are actually feeling what these people are, they will feel bad about their pathetic judgmentation and finally get over themselves. Until then, they should just keep their mouths shut.
Not everybody wants to die because they were treated badly by some people or because they are ungrateful. There are people who had some dreams since a kid but realize only later that they were out of their reach. Yeah and nobody warned them on time to not foster such dreams. There are people who aren't like others and who can't have few things other normal people can have... The worse thing is that they weren't informed about it in time and they grew up feeling like everyone else not noticing the stares by others until the harsh truth hit them finally. It's too late for them to have their hearts into other dreams and not to feel a deep paralyzing ache for not being genuinely able to achieve the previous ones which were dreamed ever since they could remember dreaming them. Why should we be grateful for being brought to life? Why must it be such a great thing? Please don't teach us your God crap, if he cared for such people he would have warned them on time. If he meant to test them thus and made them for some other purpose then thanks, world would be better without such a sick, sadistic Almighty. You who preach suicidal people here . Please don't generalise everyone/anyone. You don't know their stories. And there are enough people to save others lives and there could be among these suicidal people also ones who did already save someone's life or had cats as pets or other pets and are in fact very nice and jolly people, thoroughly good at heart, honest to a fault. You just don't know. Being alive isn't such a great thing. You people aren't being better than suicidal people by clutching onto your dear lives. Sometimes it's simply not worth it. Don't shout on "suicidal people" here... It might only suggest the insecurities that you possess.
And exactly why it's of too much value? Arrogant human.
HI, i hate my life, i lost all hopes and i am dying, Anybody have lethal dose, cyanide please contact me katuraj4@gmail.com. I am in india
Wow, I can't believe I just sat here and read all these posts.. I hate myself haha.. and btw the way, we all know the world would be a better place if all people just died (;
Would be very interested to know if this really works. I'll start saving the seeds from now onwards and see if it works. I am planning to order KCN about 2 grams seems like an effective dosage to ensure death. Can't mess around with these things and end up paralyzed so maybe I'll combine KCN and jump off as well just for added measure.
Why dont you try shooting yourself atleast it will happen in a sec
The world truly is a horrible place
Is there any way to buy a cyanide pill.I need it.not because my life sucks or anything.not for me for a friend in prison who is a death row inmate he been in death row for 10 year's and they have not killed him.he can easily kill himself but need the pill to do it because he wants to kill a prison guard who has beaten him on multiple occations and commit suicide before the other grads beat him to death.
Hospitals can't do jack shit dumb ass I'm in a psych ward right now and have been in and out of it for 6 years there a bunch of do gooding under qualified nurses who know just shit about mental illness. And some people have already tried to kill them salves in reliable ways like jumping of bridges, shooting themselves in the head or overdosing on morphine I've tried them all but miracles happen. And some people have absolutely no one I'm a run away who never got found so that's me not everyones as lucky as you so weird ideas of killing your self comes to mind and I'm not alone nor do you need to be in a third world country to be 7 years old cold hungry and alone in world the kidnapped and torched for 2
weeks before somehow managing to escape
R u dead? If not say memes
Its long time u posted this.. may be lots of years too, hope all is wel with you. God bless. Life is a gift & living alive & kicking is more precious..
Well we're all going to die and if we can plan death out then even if you don't have much money at least you can be free for a little while and not to mention you don't have to watch people you care about die, kinda selfish..it's really a fitting end I think and I will make it a game at work which they will not think is serious. An apple a day keeps the doctor away.
Y'all are great, but what if you've experienced everything life has to offer? And you don't like the results so you want out, is that really so bad?
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Yah, there are tons of reasons to live....But there is one reason to die, and I've reached it. I'm broke. I have no money, and no support. I have to die.
How to get cynaide for dying? Can i buy cynade from anywhere without any doubts so that i could die fastly?
plsss plsss tel me i want to knw....bcoz sleeping pills also needs prescriptn widout dat no pharmacist wil give sleeping pills den wht else to do...plzzz i beg u i need it my decision is for my parents better future days....i dnt wnt dem to go thru painful life jst bcoz of me..plzz �� i beg u
I really want to hear from people who survived this method.
What if you don’t have anyone to cry on your grave
OK sounds good now where do I find all those apple seeds?
Lol
Some of you assholes need to mind your own fucking business. No, you can't just "get a cat" or "find love" or "just stop being depressed". You worthless cunts understand NOTHING about mental illness. Psychiatrists don't know A THING about how to fix half the fucking problems people have. They just want to give you pills to numb you or turn you into a zombie. And guess what? Most of the time they don't work and cause more problems. How about you try living with schizophrenia, pieces of shit. How about YOU try having unwanted visions of people puking all over the place, delusions of knives being shoved into your asshole, voices telling you to hurt others because everybody is out to get you in the first place. How about you try ACCEPTING FOR JUST ONE GOD DAMNED MINUTE THAT YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT PEOPLE GO THROUGH. Oh, but no. You dumb cunts just want people to suffer.
There is no God. There is no meaning of life. This is objectively true. If you disagree, you're a fucking retard. Period. Some people are just fed up with this stupid piece of shit world that THEY DIDN'T ASK TO BE A PART OF IN THE FIRST PLACE and just want out. How about you people just SHUT THE FUCK UP and accept that fact? If you're so fucking happy with your own life then keep living it and let people who want out have their way out. Forcing somebody to stay alive just because you don't want to deal with losing them is FUCKING SELFISH. ESPECIALLY when forcing them to live is forcing them to endure a lifetime of suffering.
Honestly, some of you cunts that have such nonsense shit to say, I hope you end up in the same situation. I hope you end up to a point where you just can't fucking stand being alive anymore, where your entire existence is suffering, and I hope you're forced to suffer through it all to, by some selfish ASSHOLE like you. Some of you pieces of shit deserve to live forever, which is the biggest punishment of all time.
Fuck off. And to those who are suffering and just need out: I hope you find peace. I truly do. Killing yourself isn't easy. It takes a lot more strength than most of you PUSSIES could ever muster.
You fucking cunts criticizing are the same type of people that insist on keeping somebody alive who's guaranteed to be a vegetable their whole life. Just because you can't handle losing them. The biggest pieces of shit in the world. Fuck you.
But no, you fucking cunts want us to be guinea pigs and pop all the fucking pills these INCOMPETENT "doctors" give out. Stupid fucking sheep. THEY DON'T WORK. THEY. DON'T. FUCKING. WORK. Get fucking bent.
To be honest, I hope it is as painful as everyone else says... I deserve to die in utter suffering, the same suffering I have been inflicting everyone else by my very existence. Thank you.
10/10 would suicide again
Well I'm too chicken I'll survive and be at the mercy of the very people who hate me. I've got a .38. Should I shoot through my ear? Or mouth? I've heard you might live through one.
Just read Op8s method. I think we that might be my solution. Thank you so much!!!
I've been extremely unhappy & lonely for a long time. Years, I've always been an outcast & I've always put off suicide thinking things might change but I've cone to realise things won't change for me. Not ever. I'm running out of motivation to stay alive. Seeing everyone start families & get married & enjoying their life while I'm left by the wayside. It's just unbearable.
Leave your husband & live with me.
😬
We're born, we die, we're forgotten.....it's all pointless. Kindness is repaid with evil, love by betrayal , trust by treachery everything passes and it's time for this life to pass. My family is my worst enemy, they always think the worse of me, believe others over me and blame me for everything. I believe in America but America forgot me, my intelligence is my weakness. This is my last week of life, I'm going to have sex with this really cute girl as many times as possible, I'm going to get drunk, smoke pot and on the last night drink myself to oblivion and right before I pass out down a bottle of benzodiazepines and in the morning when everyone is mortified my message is now you all know how you made me feel.
Robert Matose. But for our ages (I'm 55) and gener, this is exactly my story. How can our families be our worst enemies? It's sick. I'm proposing (my New Years resolution) to no longer associate with unkind, hateful people, and build a new family. Adopt, if you will. Let's give supporting, and caring for each other be our strength and happiness. I'll be your mom 😊
I've found a pretty effective method... You can easily cut the seeds open and put them into a 1 liter plastic container with a small quantity of distilled water, stir a bit before removing seeds , just enough to allow the cyanide to separate from the core ;simply accomplished by placing as many open seeds as possible in the solution, when it reaches density remove all of the seeds with a metal filter only use the smallest quantity of water to cleanse the seeds off of the poison... Repeat till the mark is about half way filled up should be more than enough to cause death but if you wanna be 100 percent sure I recommend hanging yourself right after consumption don't forget to stir before drinking ..
By the way wtf is up with all those religious lunatics on here, come on if you'd only possess a grain of rationality and intelligence then you'd know that religion has been fabricated by human beings... Go take your bibles korans or whatever fairy tales you inexperienced delusional folks love to believe in and go home.. Still if you wanna do the world a favor I'd suggest to erase yourself for there's already enough hate in this wretched world even without the aid of the religion the greatest lie that's ever lived..
Fucktards only made up god 'cause they're fearful of death and superstitious, yet never failing to find ways to corrupt, manipulate, abuse and kill innocent people
There's nothing that awaits you after the clinical death has occurred.. Every single life form has a unique state of existence..
Life itself doesn't have a purpose, we all exist for various different reasons, like things, ideologies or people that grant us to feel a sense of meaning and belonging here
The sad way in which this world has to suffer is irreversible 'cause the human nature is unchangeable, so atrocities will happen as long as our monkey species continues to drive the course of madness further into unknown heights... I have no respect for our species, shit I'd gladly destroy all life if I had the choice just so that there's no more suffering
Deevolution will rule our planet in a few millennia you see it's mainly 'cause of the fact that the world's population consists to 70 percent out of ignorant, unintelligent deluded and delusional oxygen waste that dares to call themselves human beings, that's not how it should be though it's the truth
I've found a pretty effective method... You can easily cut the seeds open and put them into a 1 liter plastic container with a small quantity of distilled water, stir a bit before removing seeds , just enough to allow the cyanide to separate from the core ;simply accomplished by placing as many open seeds as possible in the solution, when it reaches density remove all of the seeds with a metal filter only use the smallest quantity of water to cleanse the seeds off of the poison... Repeat till the mark is about half way filled up should be more than enough to cause death but if you wanna be 100 percent sure I recommend hanging yourself right after consumption don't forget to stir before drinking ..
By the way wtf is up with all those religious lunatics on here, come on if you'd only possess a grain of rationality and intelligence then you'd know that religion has been fabricated by human beings... Go take your bibles korans or whatever fairy tales you inexperienced delusional folks love to believe in and go home.. Still if you wanna do the world a favor I'd suggest to erase yourself for there's already enough hate in this wretched world even without the aid of the religion the greatest lie that's ever lived..
Fucktards only made up god 'cause they're fearful of death and superstitious, yet never failing to find ways to corrupt, manipulate, abuse and kill innocent people
There's nothing that awaits you after the clinical death has occurred.. Every single life form has a unique state of existence..
Life itself doesn't have a purpose, we all exist for various different reasons, like things, ideologies or people that grant us to feel a sense of meaning and belonging here
The sad way in which this world has to suffer is irreversible 'cause the human nature is unchangeable, so atrocities will happen as long as our monkey species continues to drive the course of madness further into unknown heights... I have no respect for our species, shit I'd gladly destroy all life if I had the choice just so that there's no more suffering
Deevolution will rule our planet in a few millennia you see it's mainly 'cause of the fact that the world's population consists to 70 percent out of ignorant, unintelligent deluded and delusional oxygen waste that dares to call themselves human beings, that's not how it should be though it's the truth
I've found a pretty effective method... You can easily cut the seeds open and put them into a 1 liter plastic container with a small quantity of distilled water, stir a bit before removing seeds , just enough to allow the cyanide to separate from the core ;simply accomplished by placing as many open seeds as possible in the solution, when it reaches density remove all of the seeds with a metal filter only use the smallest quantity of water to cleanse the seeds off of the poison... Repeat till the mark is about half way filled up should be more than enough to cause death but if you wanna be 100 percent sure I recommend hanging yourself right after consumption don't forget to stir before drinking ..
By the way wtf is up with all those religious lunatics on here, come on if you'd only possess a grain of rationality and intelligence then you'd know that religion has been fabricated by human beings... Go take your bibles korans or whatever fairy tales you inexperienced delusional folks love to believe in and go home.. Still if you wanna do the world a favor I'd suggest to erase yourself for there's already enough hate in this wretched world even without the aid of religion the greatest lie that's ever lived..
Fucktards only made up god 'cause they're fearful of death and superstitious, yet never failing to find ways to corrupt, manipulate, abuse and kill innocent people
There's nothing that awaits you after the clinical death has occurred.. Every single life form has a unique state of existence..
Life itself doesn't have a purpose, we all exist for various different reasons, like things, ideologies or people that grant us to feel a sense of meaning and belonging here
The sad way in which this world has to suffer is irreversible 'cause the human nature is unchangeable, so atrocities will happen as long as our monkey species continues to drive the course of madness further into unknown heights... I have no respect for our species, shit I'd gladly destroy all life if I had the choice just so that there's no more suffering
Deevolution will rule our planet in a few millennia you see it's mainly 'cause of the fact that the world's population consists to 70 percent out of ignorant, unintelligent deluded and delusional oxygen waste that dares to call themselves human beings, that's not how it should be though it's the truth
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Didn't work. I had saved up 400+ apple seeds. A few days ago I chewed them all up, grinded them carefully each and every one. They tasted a lot like almonds, the distinct flavour of the poison. I made sure to do it on an empty stomach and added a couple of mandarins for extra vitamin C. No effect.
I'm very disappointed now, took me a couple of months to save up those seeds.
The apple seeds dont taste as bad as some say they do but if anyone you know smells your breath ad understands that cyanide makes your breath smell like almonds they might ask about that becuase just one apple seed smelled so strong when i chewed it up. I also recommend trying to kill yourself in another way while usin apple seeds because the apple seeds are not always going to work, if you want it to look like an accident which i do you could try "the hanging game" too while you hold either the major artery on your neck until you die or hold the oxygen supply for your brain the hanging game is actually quite painless and if you dont die you get high so its kinda a plus either way either you get what you wanted of you get super high.you could also just drink tons of water which is proven to be lethal. If you have a better way and im still alie please contact me with my email owlsforest9@gmail.com
Its highly unlikely you would die from this, as others in the comments have mentioned. Personally, if you don't have access to a gun (aiming for the back if the head is by FAR the best method) or a skyscraper, I would recommend Oleander or Atropa Belladonna as they act fairly quickly, are not as painful as other methods (worst side effect from each is vomiting and hallucinations respectively), taste pleasant, can be easily found and do not require high amounts to be fatal. The only downside is they may take a few hours to set in, but if you have a few hours to yourself, its far better than other methods out there.
This sounds a natural death. My husband and I just decided to call our marriage quits after almost 2 years. I catch him cheating with another woman and when i asked him he kept denying the details.i know every single truth about it and I cant stay living with him but also im devasted and i dont want to wake up anymore.i havent eaten for a day nor drank water..empty stomach for more than 24 hours. Well i just want to die. Thats it
This sounds a natural death. My husband and I just decided to call our marriage quits after almost 2 years. I catch him cheating with another woman and when i asked him he kept denying the details.i know every single truth about it and I cant stay living with him but also im devasted and i dont want to wake up anymore.i havent eaten for a day nor drank water..empty stomach for more than 24 hours. Well i just want to die. Thats it
Just got the email of your being suicidal over your husbands infidelity. There are a lot of angry hopeless people here who might urge you on for *kicks* -- I don't want you to end your life over a man. If you want your husband to feel bad, responsible, sorry, I understand. I'm suicidal by genetics. My cousin killed herself, leaving a young son wondering, "why wasn't I enough to make her stay? How/why did she leave me alone in a world she knew was cruel. My family is ready for me to die. I'm depressed, disabled, and cannot get my disability. They are tired of paying my rent, while I beg for any reason to live. Right now it's my cats. The thought of them being put down because I am the only person who loves them keeps me here. I have no kids, my sisters ... I'd say they hate me, but really they are indifferent to me, other than to tell me they don't want me in their lives. All because I cannot work, but used to be quite successful. Mine is part genetic, part economic. After four years working to get back the disability taken out of every paycheck, with no choice, the US govt is denying me MY disability, hoping I will die, and like most of America, leave my disability in their slush fund. If I could have my disability, I could stay alive--as it is I have nothing to live for (but the cats), and am almost completely broke. My life savings...IRA, 401k, stocks, lasted 4 years. Now what? I have no choice.
Your situation is different. You do have much to live for. If nothing else revenge. Ha! The best revenge on your husband is to live a good life. Make that your goal. If you can work, and you get out regularly (I never leave my house) do the *fake it till you make it". It actually works for me to watch hysterically funny videos, and make new friends on Facebook. I've got friends in the UK, Pakistan, Australia Canada...there is always someone up to talk to when I can't get out of my head.
I sense you are furious, sad, feeling "less than"--these can be overcome. Please try before you do anything that cannot be undone.
I don't want you to die. Especially not over a man. Why give him the satisfaction of thinking he's so special you could not live without him? Now more than ever we women must feel empowered and value ourselves as the true miracles we are. You don't need a man to be wonderful--in fact--why would you want a weak man? If he cheated on you, I guarantee he will cheat on her. It's the story of every cheating man I've ever known--personally, and in public. They are incomplete in their own minds--looking for a woman to validate the wish that they believe--they think they're golden superheroes. Please don't validate him. He's just a man. Not even a real man because he has no integrity. He's a phony little worm. I bet if you hired a private investigator you would discover he's cheating on the "other" woman as well. Or follow him yourself! It would focus your hate (don't get in legal trouble!!!) and you'd see he isn't worth your life.
lol...there is no easy way to die...
No easy way to die, Taskin? Of course there is...There's no easy way to kill yourself. If there was a way to give myself a stroke, in my sleep, I think we'd see suicides go through the ceiling...not literally, but we might with that many 'souls' flying lol
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Someone could invent this machine and make a fortune. It would need to maybe wrap around the head, and something like puncture a major artery in less than a second...but that can be done, right? Set it like an alarm clock to go off when you're in your deepest sleep...It would have to be completely stable so it's not thrown out of line by sleeping...
Thanks, now I can try it...
I like the idea of waiting until I'm in deep deep sleep and having someone puncture an artery...Would you do it for me? I would be devastated if I set up a machine and it didn't work properly...You can wear gloves, and reward yourself with anything at all you want in my house.
Why do they make suicide so difficult?
Yew seeds are meant to be able to kill you but you hav to bruise them or crush them or they will pass through your body with no effect.
Some of us have tried and failed. Some of us have been sick for decades. .... on average there are 33 failed attempts for every successful one. And Some of us'aren't brave enough to pull a'trigger so we want to fall asleep and not wake up. .... you don't know as much as you think you do.
Been in pain over 40 years. Can you sleep at night? Calling someone selfish for wanting to end the pain is not only more selfish but a dick move..... people are starving. Let them eat cake.
To be honest i think we all are fucked up in the head by thinking and comunicating on this level of thoughts.. but it is what it is. Dont judge.
This is great, thank you
Hello everybody
I got to this blog looking for a way to end with my life. But reading all the comments of you, made me feel better, because I understood I am not the only one feeling like this. I would love to hear more from you, and you can hear from me and maybe this will help us to overcome this awful feeling.
write me to the below email address that I just created with this purpose.
wearesafe2018@gmail.com
As someone said in this same blog. We have just one life ...!
It worked !!! I tried it on my brother and hes dead , he didnt suffeer he felt a little pain in his stomic and then he went unconscious then no breathing lead to death... now i can try it my self , cheers !!
How about 200 mg of pills preferably or powder. Is either possible?
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Holy shit it’s 2019
Too late to join in?
I hope this works... when I was younger people said it was a phase and that I'm just being a typical teenager. Now im older and nothings changed. I believe that we are all inevitably a burden to one another. The only difference is that some people dont mind. I want to die. Not exist. To not live for my family, for my friends. Yes, they will be sad, but theres one less person in their life. I have self pitied some many times that it feels like I'm a couple years over due. I have given all my love away realizing that there is absolutley nothing left for me. And it's f*cking tiring and exhausting. I understand people love me, but whats the point if I never love myself... goodbye.
Thank u that was inspiring I will just get my mom's Kitchen knife and slit my throat by the way I am 12 years old enjoy not knowing if I actually killed my self heheheh
these comments made my day
You can buy apple seeds in bulk online, 250 (about a cup crushed) is ~$7
So apple seeds work or not ?
And how to make apple seeds in liquid form????
Some people on here are right, if your life was really as miserable as you say it is, why aren't you dead yet? It is something you can grow out of, even if you're mentally ill. It's called MDD not suicidal disorder. Open your mind, stop focusing on yourself. If you hate yourself and your life, stop being who you hate, and stop living the life you hate, you have more than two choices. It isn't death and life. It's death, life, and growth. Grow. It's going to suck ass. But so will whatever it is that comes next. There is no proof of heaven and no proof of rest. It can be as horrible as life.
You're on the wrong board. This is a board for peeps who are looking for a way out, nt for people looking for your oh so original, and wise words ::rolling my eyes:::...If you're happy with your life, shine on. Some of us have tried more than one way to check out, and keep 'failing'. i don't hate myself at all. I've been told by my dear mother that I'm so 'fat, I look like my belly is distended'....
Do you think peeps want to be exposed to that? I don't even want to see it. Now I'm doing the world a favor by trying to avoid them having to see my embarrassing self. It doesn't bother me, but I know how it feels to try and talk to someone, all the while being repelled by their physical disfigurements...I don't want to be that embarrassing person they have to deal with, and would just as soon check out, rather than be the thing people have to try and be cool around because, unlike my mother, they know it would be rude and hurtful to say, 'omg you're so fat you look disfigured!' ....Thanks to one person who was willing to come out and say what people think, I know I need to just stay invisible. The easiest way to do that is just depart. I'm not here to get a psych eval from you!
I’m in Tulsa, will pay 1000 for someone to shoot me in the back of my head please
damn internet this post is alive for 10 fucking years
The only place to get it these days is fpcoh.blogspot.com
The only reliable source that I know
if I get a gun I will shot my self the second I get the gun but I can't find a gun ...n I want to die not because no1 loves me because my life is a living hell ....n I am on the internet because yes I need help of how to die cause what ever I done I can't die so plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz if u have any idea of how to die faster heeeeeeeeelpppppp me
What about 500 seeds and I weigh 155lb ? Will that kill me ??
Anyone tried any of those black markets on the deep web? Can someone please share a trusty link? Im not that rich to spend 200bucks for a parcel which might never be delivered.. Planning to buy a gun (no chance getting it in my country) or poison for myself. I dont have balls to use a knife again, it took all the courage i had and i ended up with stabbed lung years ago, dont recommend that to anyone.
Cant find anythin enjoyable (this might do something with my personality disorder) life is painfully boring to me, at least this thread shown me that im not alone:)
For christians and other crazies - everyone is different, some enjoys life, some doesnt and you cant change that with your morals. Also theres too many of us anyway and no predators to control the population, so STFU - life doesnt matter much mates.
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Asshole up there who thinks all one needs is internet and life is peachy? Lol Fuck you. Shove your internet up your ass. I been saving apple seeds too but I think imma look for something more effective... Maybe a highway overpass to jump off and land in traffic (after this stupid fucking bird-flu pandemic is over ffs there's no traffic anywhere currently :-/
If you can write back you or the resipe was bad
The only place where you can really get it nowadays is alhobi888@protonmail.com
smoking potassium cyanide for over 6 months small amounts at a time mixed in with other chemicals , and salts won't be detected in a autopsy so go get life insurance pay on it for a few years than set an expiration date for yourself and about 6 months to a year you before the expiration date
start smoking, it will be the most painful torture way to die, I have been doing this for 6 months or longer and I bought my urn and already had insurance and I'm having my body cremated sent to science than they will give the ashes to my family when their done playing with me I just filled out and faxed the application to best cremation care now my family won't have to worry or be a inconvenience to them I have it all set up and everything paid for now my expiration date is 6/28/2020 so I'll see all of you suicidal freaks in hell .... kim
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Apple seeds wont work, I can tell you because I already tried. If you want to die,byou have to use real cyanide
I came across this post while I was researching and I think many of the people that make statements and sign them “ anonymous “ must have been marching in DC with a pink vagina hat on your head !
It worked a indian woman gave apple seeds powder mixed in juice in Australia. It worked he died Google it. She did this with the help of her boyfriend.
good bye friend i will also try now
there are damn bloody people who are texting please dont die dont waste your life blah blah blah its 25th october 2020. and my birthday was on 21 october
you dont know the problems what suciders faces someons faces mental problems, social . money problems. and yes i too faced money problem my grandfather gave his credit card to use for my studies and the damn mothrfucker friends make me bad they just gave me cigarattes and wines blah once a time i got addicctted and wasted 3 lacs in a year of my all grandfather saving. i want to give u all a motto never trust your friends rhey just want to spoil your life . and yes i was suffering sucidical erorrs from 2018 now its the time to die. as my mother always ask about the money ������������ today its the time i have bought an medicine which will decrease the pain for 30 mins i will wait for the train. on the track when train comes i will just use the medicine and. lay down please dont cry or comment me as i know im helpless .. . ���� good my bloody world im going to mysterious world of enjoy... . YT EMAX GAMER
Vinay
Sorry i am reading your comment after 7 years
I hope you are well
You could've added some apple juice so it would taste better ����
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Brother are u alive.....I am trying to die....give me some advice.....does the apple seed thing work
I had about 2000 seeds (1,5 dl) of which with some amount of water I made a smoothie in a blender. It smelled like bitter almond and tasted bad, so it should have been a deadly cocktail. I ate it and started to wait what will happen. It was told somewhere that you should be dead in an hour.
One hour came and went and nothing happened. I didn't even get stomach ache. Nothing...
Poisonous apple seeds seem to be an urban legend...
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